determined
current:::
tunes: placebo, my sweet prince
munchies: my lunch. chicken nuggets and chips.
poison: mango iced tea.
attire: boxer shorts with hearts on them, and a black tank top
strain: if i'll accomplish what i'm trying to do.
current:::
tunes: placebo, my sweet prince
munchies: my lunch. chicken nuggets and chips.
poison: mango iced tea.
attire: boxer shorts with hearts on them, and a black tank top
strain: if i'll accomplish what i'm trying to do.
guess what i'm going to do. go on, guess. don't be chicken. *buck buck* haha, you can't guess can you? way too many possibilities. i could be making a decision to become a man, to sell my organs to science... but you don't know that for sure do you? well well...haha. i could be volunteering to mother baby goat children in my uterus, and you just have no clue. how does it feel to be completely uninformed? do you feel neglected, forsaken, rejected? no? well you should. you really should.
nah i'm just fūckin' around with you.
i'm not doing anything harsh... i'm just trying to teach myself the guitar. i'm not going to scientifically insert farm animal fetuses into my womb. gosh, no. just going to learn how to play the guitar. nothing big.
how did i gather upon this idea? last night the fam and i were outside loitering in our yard. i asked my dad if it's hard to play the guitar. and that's how the conversation commenced. he told me no, it's not hard. and i told him that i have always been interested in playing. "it's a family thing," he said to me. his brother took guitar lessons and was in a band, and he himself took guitar for a while. so naturally, i'm taking an interest into the lovely instrument.
i want to try and teach myself, no instructor. just me and my dad is all. maybe i'll get vin or alex to give me a few pointers. after all, vin does live behind me. lol but my mom detests him. only because he and his friends jump into our yard all the time... no valid reason there. o_o;;
anywho, yea, i'm teaching myself to read music already on some websites, and my dad's gonna help me a trifle. it'll be cool. i just got to get two strings on the guitar replaced. yea, man, they're so off. i was tuning it today {it's my father's old acoustic} and the two middle strings were utterly deād.
my dad says that if i learn how to play the guitar, he'll buy me an electric. this is the time where we shake what our momma's gave us. *shakes* w00t. i don't know... just thinking about the possibility that i'll own an electric guitar is kind of invigorating. i just have to learn how to read music. my dad says that it's hereditary for someone to be good in music, to have it run through their veins. i just hope it doesn't skip a generation. because i do enjoy listening to music... i havent really developed the playing skills...
i've always been interested in the guitar. ever since i was a wee colleen. i don't know why... i just love the way a pick looks in between my fingers, i love the way the neck feels clutched in my hand, and the way the strings slide against my finger tips when i strum them. god, i really want to do this. no matter how long it takes. i really do want to learn the guitar, and play it well.
this is not one of my goals that i'll end up throwing away... even though it sure seems like it. i've made plenty of plans to better my accomplishments. i once planned on making a movie. yea, i was writing the script and everything. i was pondering about the setting, the characters. i was searching around for an available cam-corder.. everything. and then i made the mistake of telling my mother my ideas, and she just blew it up in my face. no movie... there was to be no movie. oh well. let's just see how my new guitar fantasy plays out. do you think i could do it?
going to go read my summer reading book. i've got a whole month to read 2 books and do the assignment. hah... not possible.
Colleen
nah i'm just fūckin' around with you.
i'm not doing anything harsh... i'm just trying to teach myself the guitar. i'm not going to scientifically insert farm animal fetuses into my womb. gosh, no. just going to learn how to play the guitar. nothing big.
how did i gather upon this idea? last night the fam and i were outside loitering in our yard. i asked my dad if it's hard to play the guitar. and that's how the conversation commenced. he told me no, it's not hard. and i told him that i have always been interested in playing. "it's a family thing," he said to me. his brother took guitar lessons and was in a band, and he himself took guitar for a while. so naturally, i'm taking an interest into the lovely instrument.
i want to try and teach myself, no instructor. just me and my dad is all. maybe i'll get vin or alex to give me a few pointers. after all, vin does live behind me. lol but my mom detests him. only because he and his friends jump into our yard all the time... no valid reason there. o_o;;
anywho, yea, i'm teaching myself to read music already on some websites, and my dad's gonna help me a trifle. it'll be cool. i just got to get two strings on the guitar replaced. yea, man, they're so off. i was tuning it today {it's my father's old acoustic} and the two middle strings were utterly deād.
my dad says that if i learn how to play the guitar, he'll buy me an electric. this is the time where we shake what our momma's gave us. *shakes* w00t. i don't know... just thinking about the possibility that i'll own an electric guitar is kind of invigorating. i just have to learn how to read music. my dad says that it's hereditary for someone to be good in music, to have it run through their veins. i just hope it doesn't skip a generation. because i do enjoy listening to music... i havent really developed the playing skills...
i've always been interested in the guitar. ever since i was a wee colleen. i don't know why... i just love the way a pick looks in between my fingers, i love the way the neck feels clutched in my hand, and the way the strings slide against my finger tips when i strum them. god, i really want to do this. no matter how long it takes. i really do want to learn the guitar, and play it well.
this is not one of my goals that i'll end up throwing away... even though it sure seems like it. i've made plenty of plans to better my accomplishments. i once planned on making a movie. yea, i was writing the script and everything. i was pondering about the setting, the characters. i was searching around for an available cam-corder.. everything. and then i made the mistake of telling my mother my ideas, and she just blew it up in my face. no movie... there was to be no movie. oh well. let's just see how my new guitar fantasy plays out. do you think i could do it?
going to go read my summer reading book. i've got a whole month to read 2 books and do the assignment. hah... not possible.
Colleen
