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Entry: persue the unreachable Friday, August 06, 2004

satisfied

music: {nine days - "absolutely"}

we went to the church park yesterday. i was hoping to see mike and britt there, because there have been several occasions where i've heard of them going there. but alas, they were not. oh well. school's starting soon, i'll see my pallies then. and only then.
nav called me the other day and invited me to her swinging birthday shin-dig at the end of the month. it's at jones beach. i can't wait to go, really, i love the beach, and it's going to be at night. the best time of the day. i anticipate it strongly. i just have yet to figure out a gift for her. an actual present is much better than money or a certificate. because with cash and a gift card, you know exactly how much money they spent on you. as opposed to a gift, which keeps them guessing and on their toes. i'm not really sure what to get her. sure nav and i have got the same taste, sort of. maybe i'll buy her a sweater or something. or a book. chances are i'll get her a book. because she sure takes a fancy to the british like i do. and vampires. she's quite spiffy on vampirism. yes. to barnes & nobles it is.
anywho. anywho...i've been using that word a lot lately. and to those are frequent visitors to my lovely online spillage, i'm sure its getting on your nerves, is it not? eesh. nevermind.
but anywho, tonight we're going to town hall yet again to watch a movie. Spy Kids 3D. i dont want to go... but its a family thing, so i'm being forced to.

i'm tired... i'm filthy... i'm bored. i'm going to go take a short nap, then take a shower, and then go read my book.

question of the day. leave the answer in my comments.

if you could go back in time to fix one thing, one mistake you've made... what would you change?

personally, i wouldn't change a thing, but that's just me. i'm a freak ;) i'm not saying every separate decision i've made has been the right one. my point is that.. your past forms you. everything has its own effect. and if i erase any of the mistakes i've made, i'd have nothing to learn from. nothing to harvest my knowledge from.

Colleen

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	Rachel August 7, 2004 02:40 PM PDT My sophomore year was bad in general - bad grades, arguments with 'friends,' stupid stuff like that. I'd go back and do better in class (or actually go to class) and try not to mess with relationships that don't need messing with. Because of that year I've basically screwed myself out of ever getting out of this hell-hole.


	durandal August 7, 2004 01:37 AM PDT I think there's certainly some wisdom to not fixing the mistakes that made you stronger, but not all do. Yes, we are who we are because of where we've come from, but I truly believe for myself that I could have grown so much... Instead I lay my mind to waste for years, and now I fear to take the next step in my life, much moreso to figure out what it shall be. I would go back and do something.


	Rachel August 6, 2004 10:32 PM PDT I'd probably go back and re-do my whole sophmore year, if that counts. -rachel-


	yOur hOpe n the daRk August 6, 2004 08:51 PM PDT Hallo there , reading your thingy .. yes i also agree with what you say. Not every decision i've made was right & i knwo that for sure , but all the things i've doen have help make me who i am today .. & i like me now much stronger-ley then what i did. lol stronger-ley .. whoo :] Yes, but ... fizzles out then floats away Mucho-Grande-Love*O? .Darkend Heart


	darkroze August 6, 2004 02:51 PM PDT hihi newho doesnt bother me at all cuz I say it all the time. giggles yea I know how u feel.. I need to go take a shower soon also. As to the answer to your question. I agree with what you said. I wouldnt change a thing though a lot of thigns I did in the past were prolly stupid but it brought me to where I am today and it made me the person I am today. Though some things I will always regret I look on them as learnin experiences that will guide my footprints in future obstacles. Take care heads into da shower darkRoze -xox-

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