Entry: interference on a light note Monday, August 30, 2004



why. why are teenagers plagued with such a need for drama?

why am i plagued with a conscience?

i made a choice before. and now i'm rethinking it over. well mother fruiting son of a peach, wtf am i supposed to do? take a chance with happiness? or let the possible joy pass me by? i hope all of you know that eternal misery is a potential result of this short-term happiness. should that affect my decision?

god. i don't trust my own mind. and when i'm actually willing to, it's being indecisive. should i end this thing before it starts with tom? or see how it plays out?

hmm.. you tell me.
Colleen

   2 comments

N0Turs
August 31, 2004   07:29 PM PDT
 
well mother fruiting son of a peach

hahaha..follow ur heart, not ur mind
durandal
August 30, 2004   11:57 PM PDT
 
YOU ARE GOING TO EXPERIENCE PAIN. You cannot avoid it with your silly repressive tactics, and you cannot hide from it by hiding from joy. One way or another your soul is going to bleed. Stop fearing it, stop making it a stageplay, stop killing the few voices in your mind that still hold out hope for bliss; take a chance and try to enjoy your life insted of mourning it before it's passing.

He is likely not going to make you eternally happy. No one person in your life ever will. Make the most of what you have and grow, or wave as it races past and remain a child in the forest.

LIVE.

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