Music: {Dimmu Borgir - "Puritania"}
what to do. what to do. well. i'm just going to have to see what happens when school starts. i loath making big deals of things when they haven't even happened yet. i haven't seen tom in months, and i'm already placing him under the Walking Dick catagory. maybe he is one. actually, i'm pretty sure he is.
am i really afraid? should i really give tom a chance?
yes, i'm afraid. and no, i should not.
i need my brittany. she hasn't been around lately on the computer, and i'm suffering from withdrawal. she usually helps me out with things, and i need her more than ever.
maybe i'll just give him a chance. learn from my own fûck ups. sure, he might try to get me in bed. but it's not like he's going to succeed. sure he might cheat on me, but it's not like it'd be a surprise. and most definitely, he'd dump me. but hell, rejection isn't new to me.
...and just for the record, i'm content with being a child in the forest.
Colleen
